You are never to young to start lying about your age....

Happy Birthday to me! Happy 26th birthday to me! That's right. Another year of being 26. How will I ever survive? I hope that being almost an hour late for work is not going to be a premonition about the year to come. This past year has been pretty great. I just hate the thought of getting older! My neighbour actually thought James had a new wife! They really didn't see me all winter (sitting on the deck when it is -25 is NOT my idea of a good time), so I guess losing 104 pounds makes one look different! And younger! I bought a scratchy the other day and got ID'd! SWEET! They lady was really embarrassed. I thanked her. And told her I loved her. Was that overdoing it? I don't understand something...maybe I am crazy. When I was younger, i couldn't wait to look older, and BE older. Now I AM older....I want to be younger! I know the old saying...you are only as old as you feel. Well, at the age i feel, it makes James a pedophile.........lol
Yes, I use Oil of Olay. I use the night gel around my eyes. I was noticing that I am getting wrinkles. Made the mistake of telling James that. Now he teases me about it.
I pulled a grey hair yesterday. That was bad. Even worse, it wasn't my first. I found my first one January 2003. Is it sad that I remember that? Not really. I was helping Jill plan her wedding, and it was just before James and I got together. A weekend I will not forget.
I know that aging is part of life, and there is nothing I can do about it. I also know that Since losing the weight I look years younger. But it still hurts to add another candle on my cake. I look at what I have....a wonderful marriage, we own a nice little house, have a demon cat.....we are quite the family. But.....I feel my biological clock ticking...tick tock, tick tock. Yes, you heard it, I really want a baby. I lost the weight to have a safe and healthy pregnancy. It just feels like the right time, doesn't it?
Should I call it women's intuition? Should I call it psychosis? Should I call it shut-up-and-quit-your-complaining-or-do-something-about-it?
I think I will............heeeeeeeere Jamesy-Jamesy-Jamesy-Jamsey!
~Cheers
AH