Wednesday, July 11, 2007

The Small things that matter...............

Woke up this morning, barely. Sooooo tired. Never staying out until 1100 on a work night again. No, not partying-babysitting. Pam called me around 8, asking if I could go to her house and help the babysitter. The girl was in a panic, b/c Tyler wouldn't stop crying. I love Tyler, but when that kid losses his mind.......watch out!!! When I got there, she had the kids outside, and they were all fine.....sort of. I felt bad for the girl. She was only 13, and had no idea what she was doing. She paled at the thought of changing a diaper.

At any rate, I stayed until Pam, Rob, Kim and Keith got home. Lucky bastards; not having to work the next day. Poor me. Up at quarter after 5. Well, I actually slept in-a whopping 15 minuets. Did it make a difference? Hell no. I am a complete Zombie today. Wonderful. I wont even be in bed all that early tonight, either. Baseball tonight. Thankfully, it is not a late game. 6:15pm. Home by 8......let Paris out, and straight to bed!

I woke up James this morning. as I do every morning. Usually a nice back rub, or I lay on top if him, until her throws me off. In my more strange moods, I put the cat on him, and lately, I put Paris on his back and let her go to town on licking his face. Ain't I great?

So, I woke him up and asked him if he could get up a bit early to let Paris out a little longer then he usually does (seeing as how we lost 15 min already). No worries. I went and finished getting ready, and then snuggled down on the bed in my hubbies arms. He is truly wonderful. I was being held close, and in total relaxation mode. ( I could have stayed there all day) Just as I was about to get up and get out the door, James speaks....."You are so beautiful". Just that, just out of the blue. It didn't wake me up at all, but damn, did it ever make me feel good.

After 2 years of marriage, he still makes me tingle inside, and feel amazing. I often wonder how people can spend their lives with the wrong person, and always seem envious of us who are with the "right" person. Thankfully, I found my "Mr. Right", and just at the right time.

Love you, babe.........